Everything (and I do literally mean to the letter of the word EVERYTHING) was getting to me. I've been so uber productive, slogging away at the money/cleaning/errand category, without much of a break. I felt pretty damn depressed, and ended up playing a computer game all day. It was so much fun. I've forgotten to give myself permission to relax. Everything is done because it's vital in my world, if not vital, it has roots of urgency in it. Today, I built my little empire, and though I had to leave conquering the galaxy to another day.... lets just say I own a lot of the board.