I had a thing for Faith on Buffy. Still kind of do and that's who she is...so someone made me a collage of sorts with pics and that one was on it. Not the sexiest picture of her,imo, but I thought it was funny you got it as your "sexy icon".
I will read your recent post later(I am about to go do some stuff...)to learn more of what's going on. Sucks you have so much to deal with like that. . . Things will change. . . I'll hope for the best for you. I don't know what your health issue is, but I hope you feel better soon. Peace and love :)