geek_dragon

My cell phone awoke me at an ungodly hour.  Turns out Rob left his work eys at home, so I drive over, grab them, A drops them off.  Whole thing takes just over an hour.  I don't think I could bear to see him.  My heart would break into tinier little pieces.

What is wrong with me?!?  I HIT on chem boy yesterday!!! He turned me down, which is a good thing, but kinda embarrassing.  I thought he liked me, because he smiles when he sees me, makes a point of sitting with me, dressed up for me one day and was flirting with me.  0_o   It's good that he turned me down b/c he too is a very screwed up kitty.  (I think he has a drug problem)  He has majour "I hate the whole world and everything" syndrome.  He believes that fun does not exist.  I don't actually care that he said no, only wonder why I thought he liked me, and wonder if he actually does, but figures that either: he's too screwed up to date; i still have a bf; i'm just rebounding and don't actually like him.  All of which are relatively true anyways. ><